Why cancer?

"Cancer" the most distressing word for me gives such a hectic heartache unbearable.They say its an unnecessary growth of cells which is uncontrollable and don't eventually die out, rather grow into tumors and flow around the body spreading the bug.The story is different when it comes to a regular drinker or tobacco addict. However, it happens with innocent and decent people too. That's when you have to ask "why and how".

 The word was not even around my bubble. My impression priory was that "it was an extremely rare but deadly condition, though I've not met anybody with the curse.I was never interested in digging out the factors until a loved one of mine, my uncle,was diagnosed with it.The news gave in a huge punch on the heart. But still, there was no chance that fate could be that very cruel on him, because he was a mentor, a poet, and above all, an individual with a tenacious and indomitable personality, which is the reason for me to love and respect him so dearly.Yeah, I was determined! Now I could use my positive energy and my clean aura to help heal somebody. I continuously asked the universe, believed and waited.

During this episode I witnessed all the bitterness and darkness of pain. One thing inspired me a lot. No matter what, he was exceptionally courageous. He was well aware about the condition and remained patiently allowing time to resolve the matter. Things seemed mending until the shattering news broke in.The underlying truth revealed.His condition had been critical( fourth stage) at the time of diagnose. The doctors gave a positive sign in order to avoid chaos. Sometimes, we have to accept the bitter truth... I was happy due to one fact, that I was lucky enough to have served him and be his companion at some point in this hard chapter.He knew that he was dying. It was evident from his words and behavior. But he pretended to be fine for the sake of his loved ones. He never wanted to show that he was helpless and hopeless.

Everything in life doesn't go according to our wish. However, it doesn't mean that we shouldn't attempt things thinking that we cannot change destiny.In fact, we are the creators of our destiny.Remember, we attract what we think and believe.Unfortunately we cannot change our karma................