Tuesday, September 17, 2024

Dear Soul

Oh dear SOUL,

Give me the strength:

To endure this weeping heart,

Process this endless pain,

Forget the heart piercing hurt,

Fade those heartbreaking memories.


Oh dear SOUL,

Give me the strength:

To hold on to this life

A little more,

Until I accomplish what I just started.

A little more

So that I can finish off what I’m indebted.

A little more

Till I can free myself wholeheartedly❤️

Saturday, September 7, 2024

I’ll go

I feel that I’m still holding on to memories that are already dead and gone. But when you love someone you cannot unlove them, unless, you choose hatred that will over power love. But even then, there will be love somewhere there, at least a bit. 


I loved, I love and will continue to love those beautiful moments and I try not to love the person who is now with someone else.


And in the silence of my heart I finally understood that some love stories and meant to be cherished but not possessed. I let go not because I wanted to but because I realized  that love is not about holding on to but knowing when to let go. So I had to close the book on us knowing that some stories are never meant to have a happy ending. And as the pages turned I knew that my love for you would forever remain unwritten . In the end it was not the love that hurts but the dream of what we could never be. 


So I’ll go far away, away from the reach, oceans apart, forever and forever, leaving all memories and heartaches attached to those places so that I’d never have to come across them again.