Some bonds in life break up in unexpected ways that we sometimes do not even know where we stopped. And here I am trying to process what just happened. I thought intuition was for real. But see, life fooled me again. How did my intuition go wrong? I thought we were made for each other. We were..... actually, at least from my end. I really thought it was a prank until the last minute, to get me to confess that I loved you too. Well, I guess it was fate pranking me this time. How silly of me.....
There's a lot to ask, and I'll possibly never get to ask ever again. But holding on to these unresolved doubts just wont let me live peacefully. So I better turn them into words so that my mind would be at peace.
It was all lies weren't they?
The love, the feelings, the care...
Why play around with ME?
Despite knowing how cautious I am about life.
How sensitive I am and how broken I could get
And the truth unravelled a little too late,
I wonder, if you ever felt any love towards me, for at least a moment when we spent together
At least some sympathy?
If you had ever imagined how broken I could get, how much suffering I went through, you would have thought a second time before lying or faking your feelings. I was shattered that I just can't imagine how I survived those weeks. I have never felt this hurt before. No one could ever me hurt so much. Despite all, how I still cannot hate you...They say, only the ones closest to you can hurt you the most. And see... you succeeded. I wonder, what satisfaction you gained by all this. Cheers on your victory.
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