Another LIFE story.....

Life is a mess.   

So complicated to untangle.

Much deeper to find out

Where the troubles root from.

Life is a bad nightmare.

I can’t expect anything good.

Every day is a new worry.

Never ending tears.

There’s no purpose

In anything I do.

We live temporary lives.

Will we wake up alive tomorrow?

We don’t know.

I wake up in the morning

To realize it was not another dream,

But another fucking day

To get through so hard.

I hate the rain.

The rain which many people await.

It brings me nightmares.

With the worst experiences

Which life could ever offer.

"Dude, are you fine"?

"Yeah"! I sigh.

"Tell me everything

I’m ready to listen".

We sit on the isolated

Bench at the park.

He’s waiting right next to me

Until I speak my heart out.

In the distance I glimpse

A horse galloping with his rider.

With a sigh I realize,

That I don’t find it thrilling anymore.

I pour my pain out

Mingled with streams of warm tears

I feel a little ease on my heart.

"What now"? He asks.

"l will never be able to see

The colours which I used to see before".

"I want my life back".

"I don’t want to wake up tomorrow

With the same shit haunting me".

“You need to see him tomorrow”

He lends me a visiting card.

"Nobody can fix my problems

It will only worsen things"

I disagreed.

Be ready at 3:00, he insists.

What more could go wrong now?

I agree, no other choice have I got.

It's almost 5:15.

I walk out room ‘109’.

He awaits with an eager face.

"How did it go"?

"I’ve got homework to do".

He smiles at the corner of his mouth.

Heading to my fourth session

I see a horse with it’s rider

At the park.

I miss my horse riding evenings

I realize…

"Dude, how are things"?

He asks,

"None of those things

Will ever change",

"But do I"! I replied….

 "Talk and seek help" you are not alone........

 "Listen and offer help" it's about another life........