Till when?

Till when? I ask myself everyday. 

It's so hard to take, having to go to sleep and wake up with these thoughts everyday.

One minute I'm fine and the next I'm depressed. 

I wonder what I did wrong to endure this pain everyday. 

I am tired of just being fine and faking happiness.

I want to unlove,  because this hurt won't just go away.

I pray that I could unbreak my heart,

As this is too much for one person to take.

Sometimes, these feelings of worthlessness and hurt kills me from inside.

I wish to not wake up the next day.

I don't want to go through all of it again and again.