No matter how good a woman you are, it'll never be enough for someone who is not ready to be a man. And sometimes, being a good woman is tough because the person you desire will run away because they are not worthy of you. And they'll all say the same story, that you deserve better. True enough though. A good woman deserves a good man whose words and actions go together.
If ever life gives me an opportunity to rewind my life I would choose to not have responded that day. I would choose to not have spoken, not have met and not have made memories together. I would have possibly not have fallen in love and not been cheated.
Playing with a heart is no joke. Imagine giving hopes and killing someone's dream and their future while their heart is still beating. Giving mixed signals and lying. They knew right from the beginning that they were doing something wrong to you. And they still chose to do it by hiding the truth and showering words of hope and love.
How I wish I was not played, betrayed and hurt. They say, when you hurt someone that too knowingly that the other person will get hurt when the truth is revealed, to consider it as a loan because karma will return the favor with interest. If that is true, I just wish that on the day of the decision, they don't get hurt as much as I was hurting. I genuinely do. Because I'm sure that they won't be able to endure the pain I went through, walking through life, alone and dead from inside. My life was hell but I had to hide it and act normal. I don't want to see anyone going through that much pain, not even the people who hurt me purposely.
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